Running I essence is a very crucial part of the Twin Flame journey. The chaser can’t realize his or her insecurities if the runner does not participate in his or her blocking behaviors.
Halfway through my chasing, I thanked my Twin Flame for blocking me. I confessed that I had major abandonment issues and insecurities to work on.
He triggered me; his love for me forced me to face parts of myself that I thought were unlovable. I knew that I was hiding from myself but I didn’t know how to stare into the darkness in soul until I looked into his eyes — he makes everything feel okay.
Anyway he also arouses me with my deepest desires. Hugging him is the most comfortable place I have ever been.
It’s weird that I know he loves me— he always asks me to “stay” when I’m leaving.
Running means that you are running from yourself, your issues, fear, pain, and love. If you are not used to feeling loved and you meet a Twin Flame, all hell breaks loose. You look for the closest exit because you cannot stand unconditional love — it freaking disarms you. You feel vulnerable and your walls that you had built around your heart come crushing down.
You definitely somehow judge your twin Flame for your vulnerability. I did. I hated him for it. I told him to stay away from me. I hurt him. I regret it everyday.
If you are a TwinFlame Runner, you know what I mean— but just because you feel hurt and pain, you shouldn’t pass it onto your divine partner. Chasers are too much of love that it is impossible to not run.
God! This Twin Flame experience!
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